there's a feeling in the air
a feeling of discontent that i can't explain
something is missing, or awry
the winds are changing
bringing contentment, i pray
going through the motions of the day
wanting to move on
trying to be patient
asking for guidance, direction
I haven't felt much like blogging as of late. I've found myself less and less interested in this blogging thing. I told my SIL today that I feel like a hamster on the spinning wheel...running and going nowhere. Maybe it's the busyness of life taking over that has clouded my vision.
We're in the thick of Madison's volleyball season. Alison's part-time job keeps her away from home from late afternoon to early evening several days a week. Lawman has been working extra shifts and having training sessions. It has made it nearly impossible to gather us all around the table for our evening meal. Sunday night is about the only night I can get us all together. I'm missing that family time however, for some reason, the everyone going in different directions has provided me with one-on-one time with each family member whether it be in the car, on a bleacher, or at home. That on its own is positive.
There are seasons to life and this is ours now. Maybe it is His way of preparing me for what lies ahead of us in the not so distant future...the beginning of the empty nest syndrome.